Screaming, soundless
It doesn’t make sense.
Why now?
Why not wait a couple weeks?
Why not wait until,
My heart finds what it seeks?

So unfair
But isn’t that life?
Isn’t that how life’s always been?
Filled with strife.

Now there’s a death wish,
Maybe it’s best to get outta dodge.
Hide, escape
Try and forget the bitter life I lead.

Drown my sorrows
Cheap whiskey and pot.
Forget my old life
This new life is for naught.
But don’t fuck up
Don’t get caught
Or life becomes worse
As natural law takes its course.

Goodbye
Hard words to say,
A lonely goodbye
In the middle of may.

I cant take the stress.
All I wanted was you.
Damn all that gets in my way.
all he wants is a screw.

Would it have been different?
Had I not said goodbye,
Would it have changed
Would my heart soar high?
Eventually.

And how bout now?
Can it ever be?
Would you give him up?
For a loser like me?
I like to hope

Remembrance.
Don’t forget me when I’m gone.
Remember,
I’ll be back when I am done.
Don’t forget